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Saint Natas - poetic terrorist

leave in the morning with everything you own in a little black case

June 26, 2009
oi...one of those days yeh know...and after such a good day yesterday...yesterday was john the baptist day, my favorite holiday...and it really was such a good day...hung out on the beach with beautiful girls, went for a run, etc...

now today sucks...my boss threatened to fire me and basically said i will be fired soon...sun burned...tired...broke...walked away from someone i really didn't mean to walk away from...it just happened out of habit...maybe said too much...

i have to find a new job again...i got laid off my last job after too years on account of the economy, which didn't bother me too much because i hated the job anyways...i've been at this new job three fooken weeks and the boss says i've been there long enough that i shouldn't have to ask questions and i should know where everything is...i just looked at him, thinking, are you fucking kidding me!...

oh, when i'm u, i'm up, and when i'm down, i'm down...

but then i listen to this fooken song and remember i'm a fooken lion as i'm marching the fook on...

ah!...i'm beautiful when it comes to fooken up at exactly the wrong moments...

oh, and i'm in love with you...

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chain smoking

June 24, 2009
i've been chain smoking cigarettes all day...i'm almost out of cigarettes and i don't have any money to buy more...the woes of choosing to be a starving artist...lol...i was laid off of work a few months ago and i don't make much money at all at my new job...it's a job to get me through school again...so i don't really care that i'm busted...

i'm feeling drained...editing all day...listening to 80s music...texting beautiful birds...feeling like a champion...

oh god, i have to work in the mornin...
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first issue of kok...

June 22, 2009
Hi. 

I'm Saint Natas and this is my first freaking blog entry.  I've blogged on other sites and groups but this one is new to me, so bear with me as I pop this cherry.

The first issue of the free kult ov kaos zine has been posted.  I'm pretty happy with it, although in hindsight I realize more graphics would be better.  The first issue is pure text besides the cover.  The following issues will include graphics, the more the merrier.  I'm not sure when the second issue will be completed, I'm wo...
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May 21, 2009
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welcome...

May 17, 2009
welcome...

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“i want to be a poet and i am working to make myself a seer, you will not under stand this and i don't know how to explain it to you...it is a question of reaching the unknown by the derangement of all the senses...the sufferings are enormous, but one has to be strong, one has to be born a poet, and i know, i am a poet...” -Arthur Rimbaud

"I have a great mind to believe in Christianity for the mere pleasure of fancying I may be damned." - Lord Byron

"The time to fight for freedom is the time when freedom is threatened,
not the time when freedom is destroyed, for that later time is too late. Freedom is threatened now, the destruction of freedom is not far off. Now is the time to
fight." -Jack Parsons