haven't been sleeping much lately...that is not a bad thing...it's a joyful and productive thing...i just had a feeling of deja vu typing that...weird...this summer has opened a new chapter to my life...change is good...new job...back to school...everything feels near perfect at this moment...near perfect...not yet complete...i will be complete before i die...

to feel like god walking over the surface of water...the human perception is the surface of that water...there is so much below and above the surface...we must achieve human emancipation together...utter freedom...absolute...utter it again...freedom...and nothing else...

close my eyes...let the zeitgeist possess me...give my all...let the art flow through veins and flesh...through spirit and breath...mind and will...sacrifice...substance...there are no boundaries...no limits...

no surrender...