oi...one of those days yeh know...and after such a good day yesterday...yesterday was john the baptist day, my favorite holiday...and it really was such a good day...hung out on the beach with beautiful girls, went for a run, etc...

now today sucks...my boss threatened to fire me and basically said i will be fired soon...sun burned...tired...broke...walked away from someone i really didn't mean to walk away from...it just happened out of habit...maybe said too much...

i have to find a new job again...i got laid off my last job after too years on account of the economy, which didn't bother me too much because i hated the job anyways...i've been at this new job three fooken weeks and the boss says i've been there long enough that i shouldn't have to ask questions and i should know where everything is...i just looked at him, thinking, are you fucking kidding me!...

oh, when i'm u, i'm up, and when i'm down, i'm down...

but then i listen to this fooken song and remember i'm a fooken lion as i'm marching the fook on...

ah!...i'm beautiful when it comes to fooken up at exactly the wrong moments...

oh, and i'm in love with you...