i've been chain smoking cigarettes all day...i'm almost out of cigarettes and i don't have any money to buy more...the woes of choosing to be a starving artist...lol...i was laid off of work a few months ago and i don't make much money at all at my new job...it's a job to get me through school again...so i don't really care that i'm busted...

i'm feeling drained...editing all day...listening to 80s music...texting beautiful birds...feeling like a champion...

oh god, i have to work in the morning...i'm not a morning person at all...i'm a night owl...children of the night...things are going alright...i could be stressed out, but i just ignore it, don't worry about nothin'...i am going to go crazy when i run out of cigarettes...maybe i'll quit...i doubt it, but i can always dream...

i think i've had enough 80s music for a bit...feeling like an 80s drone...oh god help me, i love really bad music...