Browsing Archive: August, 2011
Posted by Nathan Neuharth on Sunday, August 21, 2011,
this morning was one of those mornings when i woke up feeling like putting a shotgun in my mouth...struggling sleeping all night all week...it's strange the twists and turns life brings...there is a sense of humor and irony to the universe...there is an unfathomable order to it all...if you pick yourself up and work hard doors of opportunity do open up...put your blood, sweat, and tears into your life and dreams and there is reward...things don't necessarily happen the way you want them to ha... Continue reading ...
Posted by Nathan Neuharth on Saturday, August 20, 2011,
the downloading issues we were having with kok # 5 and # 6 has been corrected...bare with me, # 4 will be corrected soon as well...thank soror zsd for her hard work...last day of work at one job...start a new one on monday...and my dream job in 3 weeks...i've been like a bipolar in the manic stage these past few weeks...that's a good thing, dig...no crashing...lucifer steadies my hand and heart...stills my worries...actually get to sleep in tomorrow...a date with lucifer at noon thirty...then... Continue reading ...
Posted by Nathan Neuharth on Friday, August 19, 2011,
i'm not like everybody else...has there ever been a better song?...anyways...long day again...working hard...so much to do...so little time...last day at this job tomorrow...then three weeks at another...and back to the job i really want...i've so drained from writing tonight i haven't left anything for the blog...really...no suffering, forlorn lamenting tonight...ha...patience and humility are growing...i have to have these long stages of recuperation between workings...i'm only human...most... Continue reading ...
Posted by Nathan Neuharth on Thursday, August 11, 2011,
i woke up depressed today...not sure why...this whole idea of helping other people and making the world a better place seems so daunting...the circumstances of my current situation makes it seem impossible...i don't care if people laugh at me or think it naive or stupid or whatever...fuck you...i'm gonna do it any ways...i don't know what to do, but i'm going to do it...i have to go to work in an hour...don't really feel like doing that either...have to remind myself that to accomplish anythi... Continue reading ...
Posted by Nathan Neuharth on Wednesday, August 10, 2011,
another god damned beautiful day...and it's not even over yet...so much to do...so little time before i die...i have a tendency to attempt things that seem unlikely or ridiculous...or so i've been told...i tend to do things that others tell me i can't do...examples being getting colleges degrees after dropping out of high school...i got almost straight F's through most of high school...the only three subjects i got good grades in were composition, art, and psychology...i didn't graduate becau... Continue reading ...
