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Browsing Archive: June, 2009

what happened ta yall last nite?

Posted by Nathan Neuharth on Saturday, June 27, 2009,
i've had this strange feeling take me over the passed month or more...it's hard to explain and i'm reluctant to mention it for fear it might go away...it's this feeling like my life is not my life anymore...if that makes any sense...that no matter what i plan to do, these things will not happen...that i have absolutely no control...that i just have to go the direction life is taking me...and i have no idea what direction this is...when i fight against it everything goes wrong...something deep...
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leave in the morning with everything you own in a little black case

Posted by Nathan Neuharth on Friday, June 26, 2009,
oi...one of those days yeh know...and after such a good day yesterday...yesterday was john the baptist day, my favorite holiday...and it really was such a good day...hung out on the beach with beautiful girls, went for a run, etc...

now today sucks...my boss threatened to fire me and basically said i will be fired soon...sun burned...tired...broke...walked away from someone i really didn't mean to walk away from...it just happened out of habit...maybe said too much...

i have to find a new job a...
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chain smoking

Posted by Nathan Neuharth on Wednesday, June 24, 2009,
i've been chain smoking cigarettes all day...i'm almost out of cigarettes and i don't have any money to buy more...the woes of choosing to be a starving artist...lol...i was laid off of work a few months ago and i don't make much money at all at my new job...it's a job to get me through school again...so i don't really care that i'm busted...

i'm feeling drained...editing all day...listening to 80s music...texting beautiful birds...feeling like a champion...

oh god, i have to work in the mornin...
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first issue of kok...

Posted by Nathan Neuharth on Monday, June 22, 2009,
Hi. 

I'm Saint Natas and this is my first freaking blog entry.  I've blogged on other sites and groups but this one is new to me, so bear with me as I pop this cherry.

The first issue of the free kult ov kaos zine has been posted.  I'm pretty happy with it, although in hindsight I realize more graphics would be better.  The first issue is pure text besides the cover.  The following issues will include graphics, the more the merrier.  I'm not sure when the second issue will be completed, I'm wo...
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i want to be a poet and i am working to make myself a seer, you will not under stand this and i don't know how to explain it to you...it is a question of reaching the unknown by the derangement of all the senses...the sufferings are enormous, but one has to be strong, one has to be born a poet, and i know, i am a poet...” -Arthur Rimbaud

"I have a great mind to believe in Christianity for the mere pleasure of fancying I may be damned." - Lord Byron

"The time to fight for freedom is the time when freedom is threatened,
not the time when freedom is destroyed, for that later time is too late. Freedom is threatened now, the destruction of freedom is not far off. Now is the time to
fight." -Jack Parsons