Saint Natas - poetic terrorist
Browsing Archive: August, 2009
Posted by Nathan Neuharth on Tuesday, August 25, 2009,
haven't been sleeping much lately...that is not a bad thing...it's a joyful and productive thing...i just had a feeling of deja vu typing that...weird...this summer has opened a new chapter to my life...change is good...new job...back to school...everything feels near perfect at this moment...near perfect...not yet complete...i will be complete before i die... to feel like god walking over the surface of water...the human perception is the surface of that water...there is so much below and abo... Continue reading ...
Posted by Nathan Neuharth on Saturday, August 22, 2009,
i just did what other people were afraid to do...pushed the boundaries...exceeded the limits...oh cry me a river...when i went down, i went down...i saw a falling star...it was the limp body of an archangel dropping from heaven...burning in the atmosphere...some looked up at the right moment and saw it...some didn't notice...some made a wish...he lay like death in his crater for years...his eyes opened without a flutter...staring, unthinking, unfeeling at the endless night sky...infinite, tin... Continue reading ...
Posted by Nathan Neuharth on Friday, August 21, 2009,
i'm on my second juice box, waiting to go back to work...oh dat fooken sux...split shifts just kill me fooken day...some times people are hurt so good, so deep, uh, hurt so much, so long, such righteous, almighty hurt...yeh some times people are hurt that much...so much it makes them touch the stars...to float up passed the heavens and into the void of space...they float and blow in the cosmic winds, looking around at it all with stars in their eyes...they become the dream...completely moved.... Continue reading ...
Posted by Nathan Neuharth on Wednesday, August 19, 2009,
oh fucking hell...i was on my way home from work this afternoon and half a block from my home i turned the corner at a stop sign, going down a hill...two motorcycle cops were riding side by side...they had their lights on and yelled at me to stop...there was a long line of cars behind them...i thought, oh crap, it must be a funeral procession...i pulled into my alley and parking spot...the motorcycle cops came speeding in from both sides of the alley...i got out of the truck, "i'm sorry i did... Continue reading ...
Posted by Nathan Neuharth on Monday, August 17, 2009,
heartache and three days of sleep deprivation...wired and restless...this is it, baby, this is it...right here, right now, where it hurts...this is how it feels to be alive...and yes, it's true, if you look in my eyes long enough you will see the devil...thy will be done becuz i'm just a man...thy will be done, guide my hand...make me an instrument of peace and justice...the saint looks down at his shadow...or am i the shadow looking up at me?...and i do...i feel so alive...bursting, overflow... Continue reading ...
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“i want to be a poet and i am working to make myself a seer, you will
not under stand this and i don't know how to explain it to you...it is
a question of reaching the unknown by the derangement of all the
senses...the sufferings are enormous, but one has to be strong, one has
to be born a poet, and i know, i am a poet...” -Arthur Rimbaud "I have a great mind to believe in Christianity for the mere pleasure of fancying I may be damned." - Lord Byron"The time to fight for freedom is the time when freedom is threatened,
not the time when freedom is destroyed, for that later time is too late. Freedom is threatened now, the destruction of freedom is not far off. Now is the time to
fight." -Jack Parsons
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